It's rather weird how human emotions are so effortlessly and intensely influenced by emotional melodies lingering around us. I just had an awesome singing session with few of my best buddies and at certain point, there were songs that penetrated deep into my heart. It brought me back countless memories, the sweet, bitter and some bittersweet. This wasn't the first time though, perhaps my mind is too easily being flushed along with the flow.
I am quite bewildered at the moment, completely disturbed by things even I myself can't figure out. I am thrown into a state of ambivalence, I can't sort out what should I do and which route should I take upon. It's the time of holiday now, I have clearly planned my schedule or listed down my prioritized items, if not a precise timetable. But, I've only done like half of it. Even my great enthusiasm in reading doesn't seem to catch my interest now. I'm thinking way beyond my limit, dreaming things I shouldn't and imagining unrealistic scenes.
Ah, I guess I just gotta take a warm shower and get drowned deep into my sleep.
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